You owe no one.. I don't think anyone has every thought you did. Normally I would take this offline and in a PM.. but it is out here now.
You don't want drama yet you tell people that hold any criticism for a non deal for Lynch as just looking to bitch or are not looking at the big picture.. but when it is turned around you call foul when I respond to being, IMO, broadly talked down to. I give a shit whether that is you or someone else.. I am going to want to respond to it.
I am guilty of responding and I own that... so openly I will apologize for the drama I caused you.
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Don't give me that, no one gives a damn about the the HUMAN behind the screen name, what's going on in their life, what their going through, what their mindset is while posting, or even trying to understand their point.
All we seem to care about is how to make a snide ass remark hoping someone gets a damn chuckle out of our humiliating someone else.
Hell, less than a week ago I started to realize a lot of things about me personally and wanted to mention them on the site and ask for opinions and advice ... I'm sure as shit glad I bottled it up instead and didn't take the time to bring it here.
The fact that being a screen name to you all and not a human being bothers me and it shouldn't. It's wrong and unfair of me to feel that way. I wanted a small community when I created this site for a reason and yet so many think I go around promoting the site, advertising it on other boards and do things for the sole purpose of attracting MORE members. And then that kind of comment brings out those who say I need reassurance or others to kiss my ass which I don't want. So what do I do or say?
No matter what I do, it's never good enough.
You take my words, you twist them around and slap them down in another post in an effort to slam me or rile me up or whatever it is, I have no clue why you do it. That's an example of the drama I am speaking about that makes my sacrifices for this site open to the public worthless. Packers drama is a good thing for a website. I can't imagine ever telling anyone to not have an opinion unless joking. I enjoy diverse opinions as much as possible because it opens MY eyes to greater things.
I don't know. Am I being a PMS'ing bitch and over reacting? Am I right in my observations/concerns? Am I wrong? Is it just me? Why can't I just let things roll off my back that I can't control all the sudden? Why do I have these issues over the last few months? I feel like I'm in a pitch black room with no exit trying to find my way around and as I am immensely struggling everyone's pointing and laughing at me.
I think 'do I have too much on my plate?' 'Am I not as strong as others think?' I think 'no im not, im jus weak and pathetic'... then i think 'stop fucking feeling sorry for yourself you have it better than many people'...
being overwhelmed with my life is a drastic understatement and this place is supposed to be different, but its just adding to the questions ... its not worth the time, the energy, the effort, nor the cost anymore.
Oh yeah since someone is surely going to blast me for being a hypocrite and posting off topic ... Randy Moss just made the Vikings relevant again. Here's hoping Bigby, Harris and Starks can be our savior.