I dont post here to much any more but I have to reply..
I lost my dad on July 28th of this year, I sat with him during his final breath...so I know exactly what is going through your mind.
Please do not stop talking to him, please still ask him for help, please treat him as if he is still with you..Because, he is.
A good friend of mine wrote a song for Sept 11th victims, but it is something worth sharing now..
I put these lyrics in his coffin before they closed it..
Where are u now
Here I am lost without u
I can't feel myself
I can't even move
There's so much I want to say
If I could get through to you
Where are you now
Are you standing on the edge
I'll b strong
Until I see you again
Don't say goodbye
There's no reason why
I will have the chance
to say I love you one more time
All I want to do
Is be there next to you
Where are you now
Are you standing on the edge
I'll b strong
Until I see you again
Where are you now
If it's time for letting go
Tell me now
Because I can hold on forever more
Where are you
What took you away from me
I will hold on forever more