so i've been praying for jackson, mia, & families for the past few weeks. worrying about them, hoping for them, & willing my strength to them. then i got a call from my best friend libby yesterday. she's been ill for about a month now. couldn't figure out what was going on. she's a nurse & even she felt 'blown off' by the docs. so she pushed the issue & they did some indepth blood work. her white blood cell count is 2. there are lines in her blood. right now, they're thinking either leukemia or lymphoma. she has a bone marrow biopsy on friday. i am in complete, total, & utter shock. not just for libby but for mia & jackson as well. i fell apart last nite & cried for awhile.
i hate cancer. ๐