Alan,
Good to hear about your better news on the heart.
My apologies for not responding earlier in the thread. As you know, I continue to be bad about responding in a timely fashion to such things. And because I'm naturally self-absorbed anyway, I tend to be bad about actually helping others with their pain.
But know that you have been, and will continue to be in my prayers. Fortunately, God's love for you doesn't depend on me doing what I should, and He is always looking out for you when assholes like me don't.
Re: the pain issues, this is one place I agree with Dakota. I don't know what the laws currently are regarding such in Wisconsin, but you ought to check out the possibilities. And in my opinion, if the law is against you, that just changes *how* you check out the possibilities. (You knew the anarchist in me was going to say that, didnt you? Fuck the government and its idiocies.)
Be well, sir. Be well.
Best always,
Wade
And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
Romans 12:2 (NKJV)